Future

B was asking very pointed questions today about her future and us.  I could not lie to her so she knows  that we are going to work to keep her.  There are many struggles ahead of us, but we will take things one day at a time.  I have no doubt that she is meant to be ours.  Some may say her issues are too much for a first time adoption, or that we should only do long term foster, but through all of this God has continually told me "I will equip and enable".  I see clearly His hand in B's arrival in our lives.  Her becoming part of our family will be one of the hardest things we've ever done, but the rewards are even greater.  I have such peace and joy!